I don't even know if I like her like that but she keeps pushin' me. [This was the point of conflict.]
I shagged lasses before but they never stuck about. It was only even one night stands 'nd girls who knew what the deal was. Who knew who me family was 'nd why I couldn't, that it had t'be discrete. I ain't good at being discrete. But I never got caught before.
[Ren had kept this bottled up for so long that all her words came out in a rush of feeling and thoughts.]
And when I showed up here, we shagged and I thought it was the same here. But she keeps tryin' to get us to stay and she's...she isn't actin' on that it's just shagging. And I tried to explain it there and now she fuckin' hates us. She says it doesn't matter how I was brought up 'cos theres nothin' wrong with liking girls and I fucking know but I can't do that.
And now she's been tellin' other people about it 'nd I've just fucked it all and I want t'go home.
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Date: 2020-10-09 04:57 pm (UTC)I shagged lasses before but they never stuck about. It was only even one night stands 'nd girls who knew what the deal was. Who knew who me family was 'nd why I couldn't, that it had t'be discrete. I ain't good at being discrete. But I never got caught before.
[Ren had kept this bottled up for so long that all her words came out in a rush of feeling and thoughts.]
And when I showed up here, we shagged and I thought it was the same here. But she keeps tryin' to get us to stay and she's...she isn't actin' on that it's just shagging. And I tried to explain it there and now she fuckin' hates us. She says it doesn't matter how I was brought up 'cos theres nothin' wrong with liking girls and I fucking know but I can't do that.
And now she's been tellin' other people about it 'nd I've just fucked it all and I want t'go home.